I can't wait till this is finished. I can't stop crying, writing about all this stuff. This climactic scene is particularly horrible, which is why I thought tackling it now might help - sort of like getting over a fear of heights by sky-diving. I'm getting really frustrated with myself these days, bursting into tears over any little thing. I suppose there's a lot of emotion from Zimbabwe that I didn't deal with when we left because I was too busy trying to build a new life here, and it's all coming out now. It works for the book when I can keep it under control, but not when it starts spilling out in all directions, as it is doing now.
This article is the latest thing to set me off.
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